skype is my best friend. it sees my face more than my friends. its seen me at my worst and at my best....and even when im sleeping
i love falling asleep accidentally
and yes i know you were watching me and didnt wake me :) but i liked it. especially when you partially fell asleep too :)
somethings happened last night :( i hate confrontation....but via internet just feels sad. pathetic even. but i guess im too much of a coward to do anything of that sort in person :/
i wish things could just go back to friendship. it was so much better then. i dont want you to be hung up on me. please be mad, please find someone else, please just....:(
i know it will take time, and that i cant be normal happy elena around you. thats hard to turn on and off, but if you want space then i'll give it to you. i still care for you and im still here for you. always.
stayed up til 4:30 in the morning :S but i didnt want to sleep.
i just feel...content. i do feel awful for wat i did :/ but at the same time i just feel like..i had an epiphany and a wieght was lifted.
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